It's a nice sunny day in the summer. I have nothing to do, yet I am inside on my computer. I have a car, I have money. It's not that I can't go somewhere, it's just that I don't really know where to go or what to do. So I just stay in. I don't particularly mind it, but I feel this weird pressure to "do something." Yet if I think of something to do, it all seems pointless with no real purpose. Like I could go to a park or the beach or look up a local event, but I'll just get there and be quiet and maybe get a tan or sunburn and a little dehydrated and then come home and feel strange at what just happened. I could get drunk and talk to people, but I'm trying not to drink anymore. Please validate me.

>I am biologically hardwired to want to go outside
>I am a lazy faggot who doesn't want to go outside because I, personally, delude myself into believing its pointless to go outside (Going on 4chan is far more purposeful!)
>Please validate me

Your mindset is what's causing you issues here.

Summer cabin fever. My life is pretty much the same. I usually end up sitting in big parking lots in my car. I found there's not really a way to bargain with the impulse so you have to satisfy it even if it feels pointless or irrational.

>>33353314
That doesn't seem right though. I do go outside to exercise sometimes, so it's not laziness. It's just that when I imagine going outside, I remember forcing myself to do things like that in the past and it's never worth it. Also, 4chan is at least social. In replying to you, I've had my first social interaction of the day :)

>>33353330
Do you live in the bronx or some shit? Why can't you meet people outside?

I'm very worried that your first social interaction of the day is being called a faggot. That's one reason why going outside is purposeful: you aren't relying on anonymous people who very likely could be bots with a 4ch pass to provide you with social comfort

>>33353350
I live in a semi-rural area. I can run into people or go to an event where people are, but like I said it would be forced. I don't think the pressure I referenced in my OP is biologically hardwired, I think it's socially conditioned. "It's summer! Go outside!" NO.

sounds like you should drink and go outside ngl

I have the same problem. I hate being at home, I was made to be outdoors.
But when I'm outside, I feel very lonely and isolated. I've been like this almost my life, except in the period I had my only relationship.

I never had friends that I could go out. I was never invited to a party or disco club. This situation had big impact in my life and self esteem.

But only recently I was able to decode what I knew intuitively all my life. If you're a guy, not good looking or ethnic, there is great chances you'll be invisible to people and society. It's called the blackpill. Only recently I rediscovered the incel community, and after that everything made sense to me.

>>33353458
That might be the only way.

>>33353507
Thank you. I have now taken the black pill. Of drinking!

>>33353409
>I live in a semi-rural area.
Oh, so you mean an area where people are even more likely to spend time outside than they do in the city?

>>33353675
How is that relevant? Where in my post do I say I am looking for people outside?

>>33353689
>How is that relevant?
You tell me. You're the one who brought that part up.
It's not about people, it's about stuff to do. People don't travel to the city to hike, camp, hunt, fish, etc, in fact they travel away from the cities to do that. And they're all things you can do on your own.

>>33353325
>I usually end up sitting in big parking lots in my car.
That would make a great closing scene in a dystopian movie, as the camera pans back to show a smoking, destroyed cityscape in Murrica.

>>33353325
You on a date with yourself, ruminating that it's impossible to find a women. LOL

>>33353652
the going outside part after drinking will still be hard though significantly less
if you have a history then having it in the house at all is just a bad idea so it is tricky

>>33353967
Driving around and sitting and observing in parking lots can be fun. I'm not that anon, but I used to do similar things. I liked getting out of the car to explore more though.

>>33353967
I've chosen to be alone over begging someone to like me. My strong sense of pride is one of the only things I have left so I don't intend to lose it. Somehow those parking lots understand me very well in that regard.

And I look for relatively empty ones, this one ain't it.

>>33354741
There's always at least one car at the parks I go to where someone is seemingly sitting in there for the entire duration I'm there. I always wonder wtf is going on with those people. I'm sure there are different reasons, some people might just be avoiding their wives or having dramatic phonecalls and needed to pull over.