I'm constantly demotivated since I became depressed. I have so many wasted talents. I could have learned better the piano/guitar. I could have continued my theater course or learned how to draw better. I just can't even if I find a motivation. Where can I buy amphetamines without a prescription? Either this or trying to kill myself (\j) because I'm 24/7 sad when I think about the person I could be rn

Sorry for potential spelling mistakes, I don't know English very well.