Title. I have too many people in my life who would guilt trip me into staying alive just to keep them happy while not caring about how miserable I'll be staying alive for them. How can I convince them to let me go with no hard feelings attached and have them move on quickly? My mind's been made up, don't try to talk me out of it. Serious answers, please.

>>33355426 (OP)
You can't. Get on with it already.

>>33355426 (OP)
>people in my life who would guilt trip me
They would guilt trip you into staying alive?
You mean, they would be traumatized irreparably by you killing yourself.

If they care that much, then you mean something to them, and killing yourself is a loss in their world.

OP, I am passively suicidal 24/7, literally all the time.
The reason I haven't killed myself is all the people in my life who would be traumatized by my suicide.
It fucking sucks, man. I get it. I feel so frustrated that they're in my life, I just want to end it and be done with it.
There's no way to let them go with no hard feelings.
You'll never convince them, because it'll be a loss no matter what.

This is the first part of the suicide note that I have typed out.
This is the best I could come up with that would possibly ease the shock and confusion.
But, nothing will lessen the impact and the lasting trauma.
Hoping you find peace, OP. Feel free to use any part of my suicide note if it helps you with your own.

>>33355436
Probably could never get through to them anyway. I'll see about taking care of things and prepare for later tonight. There's no need to wait.

>>33355460
I might add to and edit the note a little while writing my own out, but thank you anon. I initially didn't even plan to write a suicide note at all. The way I see it, there's people who have the strength to survive in this dogshit world day by day, and there's people who don't. I'm in the latter group, sad to say. Even if more people would be traumatized and hurt by my death than I'd think, I just can't keep going. Not for anyone's sake. Because I lost that earlier mentioned strength almost two decades ago. It's only now I decided to finally go through with it.

>>33355426 (OP)
>Trying to convince people to let you kill yourself
Breh you don't need someone's permissions to do what you want with your life. You aren't looking for them to allow you to do it you are wanting them to talk you out of it. If you wanted to do it you just would.

>>33355485
So what gave you the spark before? What elements made life something that you wanted to participate in?

>>33355426 (OP)
Unironically just shit on them bitterly. Make them hate you. I wouldn't recommend it because it isn't good for your soul. I get the question though, I am waiting until my parents die to kill myself.

>>33355426 (OP)
I won't read suicide threads because they are ALWAYS simply attempts to get attention.

>>33355426 (OP)
Call a hotline, OP