This girl I've fancied for over two years and has long stopped wanting to talk to me has been in a relationship with this other girl for nearly two months now. Glances at their TikTok reposts today show that they're in the middle of a happy honeymoon period, exchanging pictures and just being happy that they're finally in a relationship with a girl they've had a crush on.

I wrote this having just enjoyed listening to a beautiful album. While listening and looking at their TikToks the thought of me being repulsive came in again and this was followed by the sense that I'm fairly content with what I have anyway. I don't know what it feels like to have a girl who loves me but there's always good music, good literature, and a city to walk in where I'm currently at.

I still have a reading assignment to finish for a professor tomorrow who always appears like he wants to tear off the skin of all the students every time we have a class.

Should I ask either of them if they've been having a great sex life? If they finger themselves and tell each other things during their video calls?

>>33356354 (OP)
>Should I ask either of them if they've been having a great sex life? If they finger themselves and tell each other things during their video calls?
Definitely. Nothing can possibly go wrong with that plan.

>>33356354 (OP)
>Glances at their TikTok reposts today show that
I won't read limerance threads. Get over it by turning your attention to other things.

>>33357314
I've come to the conclusion that I should just stop trying with any girl for their sake and I've found that not moving on from an obsession + a K-pop idol of choice works for this.