im f19 stalking this other girl (f19) for almost a year. her name's going to stay private but, shes an anorexic cuttingboard (self harming) with the thoughts of getting groomed again. i found a lot about her kinks and love life by faking a personality that resembles hers and acted like a whole other person that isnt in her irl circle (both ex and current friends.)

this is a bit weird, but i do regret what ive done. ive stalked my way into her instagram (lovingly of course) to apologize about stalking her, pointing the blame towards my curiosity since we stopped talking for a bit.

i recently made a new twitter account to follow my favorite mainstream artists + my favorite twitchstreamer's updates acc @vanillamaceupdt (?) but this cuttingboard took it as a threat against her and blocked me before i even figured that she did. i deactivated and made a new account, blocked her, and made a bit of friends that share the same interests as me to distance myself from her. she blocked me, again, even though i didnt check her twitter profile not even once.

how do i get over the fact that she will literally find me everywhere even after i apologized (she doesnt have to forgive me, i just needed to make it clear that my intentions werent to expose her- i was just curious) and that she possibly shared private things to her 275 follower audience? and also, how the fuck do i get her to stop blocking my accounts that are used solely for my interests and not to stalk her basic ass?

i need advice from people that experienced what IM feeling, not hate, 4chan /adv/ help me out please and thank you

this is op can yall actually help me out </3

>>33357334 (OP)
You kinda just did this to yourself, idk what to tell you. Why are you obsessed with this person whom you refer to as a cuttingboard? What on earth does it matter if they block you, since you're no longer stalking them?

>>33357621

because they’ve shared my @ with their following after i retired from stalking them. i even politely asked them to not share my shit with people, since i am not the type of person to stalk someone and expose them in return.

i want to be able to fully accept my wrongdoings and whatnot without the bitch buzzing in my ear and telling me “hey, remember this?” even after i’ve forgotten and trusted that i’ll never do that again. she could’ve shared my face or even private information about me to people who shouldn’t have gotten into this at all.

i’m not saying she can’t tell anyone about it, this isn’t some sort of joke, i’m just saying that sharing info with another online random stranger does get to a point espp when on twitter. twitter is like, a mental asylum. lol