Anonymous
7/14/2025, 12:32:13 AM No.33358715
Social Medias such as Tiktok, IG, X, Reddit, etc. that I can doomscroll on and waste my time. I don't know how I can stop myself from using them especially since if I block them on my computer and phone, I'll just end up unblocking them anyways.
I've been jacking off every day, and it sucks. I have no friends. I've been seeing threads about meeting new people and such but idk I feel like friendships just don't last and are superficial most of the time.
I think my problem with porn is that I just fantasize myself being the person giving pleasure to the girl. I know I'm a loser. If I could stop being horny, I would.
I really need to study for exams too. I know if I do well on them, I can be in such a great position to succeed, yet I am still not putting in the effort.
Fuck. I feel like since no one is there to push me, I have to take responsibility for myself, as I should. But I don't. So I end up not being accountable to myself. Fuck.
I know I have a lot of potential. But it's the forbidden p word. I guess I'm worried that all this effort wouldn't get me anywhere in the first place, so why bother. I find that if I can't visualize myself having a great chance of success at something, then I wouldn't put my full effort in pursuing it.
I feel like I have identified what most of my problems are, but I just need to actually be disciplined to act on it.
I've been jacking off every day, and it sucks. I have no friends. I've been seeing threads about meeting new people and such but idk I feel like friendships just don't last and are superficial most of the time.
I think my problem with porn is that I just fantasize myself being the person giving pleasure to the girl. I know I'm a loser. If I could stop being horny, I would.
I really need to study for exams too. I know if I do well on them, I can be in such a great position to succeed, yet I am still not putting in the effort.
Fuck. I feel like since no one is there to push me, I have to take responsibility for myself, as I should. But I don't. So I end up not being accountable to myself. Fuck.
I know I have a lot of potential. But it's the forbidden p word. I guess I'm worried that all this effort wouldn't get me anywhere in the first place, so why bother. I find that if I can't visualize myself having a great chance of success at something, then I wouldn't put my full effort in pursuing it.
I feel like I have identified what most of my problems are, but I just need to actually be disciplined to act on it.
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