Since I got laid off it's gotten so much worse. I'm constantly playing h-games and edging to them it's turned into insanity. If anyone would see me IRL like this, I would be deeply ashamed.
I tried quitting, just stopping with the gooning.
But I can't make it past a day because everywhere there are beautiful women or seductive activities that make me fall for it.

Some might say it's not that bad to bust a nut, but I'm at it at least 2-4 hours a day now.

And I turned into a complete degenerate by cumming into socks repeatedly, letting them dry and taking the next one on the floor, all crusty and smelly. The only thing that matters is quick access to a form that fits the activity.

Maybe I need to be locked up in an insane asylum.

Because this is very conflicting deep down inside. One one side, I fucking love it. On the other, I'm trying to overcome this addiction, daily. And it's not even just about the act of masturbating. I love the fantasies of porn and porn games.

How do I cope/heal?

>>33359398 (OP)
any games you recommend?

>>33359398 (OP)
You need to get into something that actually makes you want to quit the addiction otherwise you're just going to be constantly thinking about gooning.

Yeah which games lol

>>33359404
>>33359428
I highly recommend: (anything in the /h/ 2D Hentai Games thread honestly because my standards are rock bottom, but for actually cool stuff:)
RJ319029 The Mercenary's Adventure
RJ209839 Shrift
RJ251629 BLACKSOULS
RJ237469 BLACKSOULS II
RJ265946 Succubus Academia + DLC!!
RJ074254 good ol Monster Girl Quest 1~3
RJ392624 ErisDysnomia
RJ01210168 TENTACLES INVASION
RJ271878 Succubus Game
RJ277631 Succubus Affection
RJ382297 Castle of Temptation
RJ272137 The Three Charms - Lonesome Spirit
RJ201762 Cage of the Succubi v1.02
RJ276535 MY]R
RJ406400 Nightmare Knight ~Sacred Maiden & Fallen Magic~

>>33359465
Oh and RJ405582 Night of Revenge
Forest of the Blue Skin as well

>>33359407
99% of my life is in front of my computer, for actual work or side hustle work, and I automatically shift into gooning. Only go outside to buy groceries.

Living your best life imo

>>33359468
Nice deliveree opee

>>33359478
It would be good if I were 100% committed to living this way forever. But family (parents, sister, etc.) nudge me towards one direction, the faint possibility of starting my own family (yeah, right) gives me hope for another. This creates the conflict.
Also, I have to get a job soon or there's a faint possibility that I'll be homeless. I can maybe gang up with a few other homeless homies and hey who knows maybe my h-game knowledge can help me out and we have some fun, but I'd rather continue to live in my safe, isolated private goon cave.
>>33359492
:3

>>33359547
How do you get away with being unemployed at your family's house in your room cooming all day?

>>33359398 (OP)
You should at least goon with more dignity. Don't be ashamed of your sexuality. But be ashamed of your hygiene. And do something productive every day.

>>33359565
I live in my own apartment. Have been for some years. I literally worked after going out of school and getting kicked out lol.
Now unemployed and I have officially 12 months of unemployment money, but I shouldn't waste them all as they are more meant to be buffers. So better get a job soon, hopefully not smelling like crusted cum.

>>33359567
What do you mean with productive? Cleaning the room/working out?

>>33359465
Idk how you goon to black souls, its a good rpg, but it's a better rpg with the h-scenes off imo

>>33359398 (OP)
>.png

>>33359398 (OP)
Is there a trigger?

>>33359773
My external hdd got wrecked and I lost all my webms.
>>33359785
"I wanna goon now" or *sees attractive woman or portrayal online* or "I feel so empty, better goon to fill the void* or "Work well done, time for gooning."

>>33359579
I think cleaning the room is a basic. You can work out if you want but I only think going for daily walks is necessary as a bare minimum. I recommend learning useful every day skills, learning a language for 10-30mins, planning and organizing your life, and/or working on projects. Perhaps seek higher education or certification as well. I don't know why most people default to working out. It's like the least returns for work of anything I can imagine but if someone likes it I don't think it's that bad. I unironically think video games are a better use of time though. I'm in very decent shape by the way.

>>33359398 (OP)
I had this exact problem like a year ago (I would literally just wake up and play Illusion games all fuckin' day) but this video helped me a lot:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QJvHglNMsqc

TL;DW:
>block all porn outside of a very strict and specific timeframe (e.g. 8-9 PM every day). make this as late as possible in the day, as reward and behavioral reinforcement is weakest then. DON'T try to go cold turkey at first, it's not gonna work
>schedule everything you do before the porn session you've blocked out so you're less likely to relapse ahead of time
>porn addiction is usually an emotional crutch of some kind (depression, low self-esteem, etc.) so figure that out and it'll naturally go away over time
>fill empty time with something value (take up a hobby or some shit) so you don't need to crank it all day
good luck bro, if i can beat it then you can too

>>33359886
>fill empty time with something of value*
god damnit i gotta proofread my posts