Past week, i've been sleeping on a grand total of 10 hours i think.

I swallowed an ungodly amount of sleeping pills, alcohol and admitted to ER yesterday morning. I'm not sleeping and billed still.

I'm still fucking awake.

Why?

If I start thinking of something in bed, I get insomnia. If I relax the thoughts, if I don't grab them, I can sleep and even dream.