I let everyone down especially my family and friends. Whenever I am on a drunken state, I just think about my regret and then cry like a little bitch I am.
I try to end myself since I'm worthless, but my older sister's kids prevent me from commit suicide.
How can I stop this endless cycle of self humiliation?

>>33367010 (OP)
I won't read drunkard threads.

>>33367291
Come on, man. I just need a genuine advice.

>>33367010 (OP)
I just posted something kinda similar, and there's a tons of other dudes who feel the same way. It feels like the whole world is just giving up on young people

>>33367496
If I had nothing to live for, I would have made myself blacklisted by a cult in the local area by being a menance like assaulting their members and then burn down their gathering area!

>>33367549
>cult in the local area
(NOT) local government
>assaulting their members
Do (NOT) shoot cops
>burn down their gathering area
Do (((NOT))) blow up city hall