I don't even know where to begin, it's so much to unpack like every problem spirals off into 3 or 4 more issues. I don't want to die but I don't want to live either. Work sucks, I can never keep a job. I hate being at work, being forced into the uniform and the work environment being told what to do, when to do it, being told to work harder, can't listen to music, can't speak my mind, can't take a fucking shit. It pisses me off. You're making $15 an hour but the boss is making $50 and the supervisor is a literal billionaire from Sweden. I don't even care about money, only so far as I need it to live. And even then.. I'd rather build a little hut somewhere and learn how to grow my own food. So I dont have to be around people. I get so anxious and angry. And sensitive. But isn't it fucking illegal to just build a house, you need to pay taxes and pay thousands of dollars for land. And im just some retard autist from some white trash middle American town. I'm nothing the system doesn't want me to succeed. I feel like a nigger.

I don't even really know what I'm asking.

>>33367429 (OP)
I'm like you. The best would be sleep on the streets.

>>33368271
Too bad nosy fucks will call the police because they think you're a dangerous criminal for being outside