>try to help my parent despite how hard it is mentally for me to do that
>i mess up one small thing
>they make a scene and start shouting over 1$
>trying to hold back tears
>I don't know why that hurt that much
>right after keeps entering my room because it's dirty telling me to clean it
>i wanted to clean it anyway
>now I just locked myself and trying not to cry in bed
>feel like giving up and just crying for hours
>all the activities I had planned like studying delayed

why does it hurt so bad? Most people would shrug it off