I love beer. I love drinking alone and listening to music. Except that sometimes it ends with a 3 day cocaine binge. Once I start drinking there's no stopping. Why can't I just go home after 4 beers max? When I'm drunk I'm super confident. Women usually look at me but I'm too much of an insecure prick to do anything about it. But when I'm drunk that's where I really shine. But it doesn't feel like it was me the next day. So I just ghost whoever I talked to the previous night. I live in a small town so it's really embarrassing when I walk past a bar I was once drunk in. I'm running out of bars to go to.

>>33372811 (OP)
speed doesn't last as long

>>33372814
I tried speed once and I overdosed. Every time I stood up I would faint. Something to do with blood pressure.