Anonymous
7/16/2025, 11:03:18 PM No.33374307
I want to become better at expressing gratitude and being earnestly kindhearted. I'm very hateful and cynical, whenever someone tells me their good news I want to punch them in the fucking face. My cousin is graduating university and having a party, no one threw any fucking party when I graduated. This girl I had a crush on a few years ago is getting engaged and part of me is exploring ways I can ruin their marriage. Why should they be happy when I'm miserable?
I think it stems from my childhood, my parents constantly put me down and compared me to everyone else and it messed with me psychologically. My dad has never told me that he's proud of me not even when I graduated from university. I was bullied at school and told I was weak but my intelligence was always complimented so I developed a strange ego and inferiority complex. Is there hope for me or should I just commit to being evil and lonely and hateful for the rest of my life?
I think it stems from my childhood, my parents constantly put me down and compared me to everyone else and it messed with me psychologically. My dad has never told me that he's proud of me not even when I graduated from university. I was bullied at school and told I was weak but my intelligence was always complimented so I developed a strange ego and inferiority complex. Is there hope for me or should I just commit to being evil and lonely and hateful for the rest of my life?
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