Ever since my ex left me 3 years ago everything has just been going downhill. I crave human contact so bad it's driving me crazy, I just want to hold a girl's hand, teasing her, getting her lewd clothes for her to wear at home just for me, sleeping together, feeling her bare skin against mine...
I realized I'm just too autistic to ever find love again, at this point I just want to get myself a sex doll. I don't care how much it'd cost me, as long as something that actually replicates a human without being uncanny exists. Is there anything like that? Ideally something that looks like pic related

>>33379464 (OP)
Lewd clothes? Like wat

>>33379565
Anything that makes my dick hard, like dolphin shorts and a crop top, hell even just underwear (or the lack thereof)

>>33379464 (OP)
Ha, yeah me too. About the same timeline for me as well. I'm not autistic, but I do everything from home and I have nobody left in my social circle so my life's basically a dead end socially. Maybe it'll get better, but I'm not counting on it.

>>33379464 (OP)
Your ex right now OP

>>33380829
Nah. I'd honestly get back with her in a heartbeat if she asked me to. At least, I think. I don't know, I don't think it's possible but even if it was there'd be too many things to fix and while I've been working on myself to be better for her, I don't think she'd do the same. I still love her and miss her

>>33379464 (OP)
NEWS ALERT There are other women out there. Go find one.

>>33380887
I'm in my 30s in a foreign country with requirements so simple they're impossible to satisfy (no tats, no retarded piercings, not a slut, tomboyish enough to play vidya together but also who likes doing things like pic related), not to mention too autistic everyone eventually ends up hating me like my ex did
So no, it's not going to happen

>>33380944
Oh yeah, and no smoking, fuck smokers it's so fucking disgusting

>>33380944
>supposedly bare minimum standards
>asking for a unicorn
fucking lol

>>33380997
I don't think asking for somebody who doesn't smoke, doesn't have tats or piercings and hasn't slept around with 30+ people who also plays vidya is asking for a unicorn. Im not even saying I want a virgin gf or someone who matches my body count (1), hell, just that if you slept with more people than your age you're not wife material

>>33381039
You don't have to explain yourself to me. I'm a male too, I get it, my standards are basically the same. I'm telling you anon, we are both asking for a unicorn. I gave up, while you still want to try. I wish you luck and I don't want to be a crab in the bucket, but you will not find the one unless you drop your standards to nothing.

>>33381049
Oh you're misunderstanding me then, I have no intentions of trying anything. I know I have no hopes and I know the bare minimum is too much to ask for nowadays. Yet, my ex was exactly all that, so it still hurts
I really just wish there were dolls that actually resembled humans, I'm so desperate for the warmth of a hug right now I've even begun hallucinating living with my ex. I'm unironically considering making a tulpa of her at this point

>>33381089
Why did she leave you anyway? If she was so perfect, then she would've accepted you as you are and loved you back, no? I think your brain is playing tricks on you brother. I've been there, so I know what it's like. But she most definitely was not your soulmate if she ended up leaving you.

Godspeed on making yourself a Tulpa though, I haven't tried it but here's a link to the Tulpanomicon. If you end up doing it, I sincerely hope it works out for you. https://tulpanomicon.guide/tulpanomicon.pdf

>>33381154
It wasn't just one thing, mostly she got tired of me wanting to constantly spend time with her while also being insecure and missing her when she spent time with other people, jealous when she spent time with people who clearly saw her as more than just a friend, be it a crush, having fallen in love with her or just wanting to go to bed with her, and telling her not to hang out with toxic people who clearly were steering her into the wrong direction
Me living abroad also didn't help, despite being temporary due to my work and covid, and while I was planning on just quitting it and moving back with her, I ended up stalling due to how she started treating me, acting so toxic I started being afraid of her and her meltdowns

>>33381289
>girlfriend
>with male friends
she was never your girlfriend bro

>>33379464 (OP)
You miss being held and getting affection from her.

>>33381648
Yeah, I really do...

So, going back to the original post, do dolls like what I'm asking for exist?

>>33382406
Nobody?

>>33379464 (OP)
What you're looking for is called an autome doll. They're actually very affordable for the quality you get.

>>33386037
You mean Aotume? If yes I found a single result for a seller, but I think it's a scam website since it only has furniture for sale

>>33379676
Dude you need to go out. How do you not go crazy from isolation? I mean I get if you live in a rural area.

>>33380997
Oh god mah drills

>>33386290
NTA but OP, I do live in a rural area and the only people I interact with are customers at work, and I definitely am going crazy from the isolation

>>33386037
>>33386131
Nvm found them, but looks like they don't make them like I'd like (under 150cm with a flat chest or a B cup at most) due to laws
Too bad, they really don't cost that much
...fuck I'm really thinking I might buy one