>worried about random bullshit for 15 years
>everything was fine
>did nothing with my life
>about to turn 30
>no real friends
What now? Was it really that bad?

>>33380004 (OP)
My life has been full of terrible misfortunes, most of which never happened. ~ Michel de Montaigne

>>33380004 (OP)
Learning to fear failure more than inaction has devoured my life.

>>33380004 (OP)
Yes

>>33380004 (OP)
Your priority rn should be fixing your mental health. Everything else will unroll with that.
INB4 how?
>google how to fix mental health
>try it for a month
>did your mental health improved?
>If yes good keep going
>If no try something different
>repeat until mental health is fixed
>profit

>>33380004 (OP)
I won't read cope threads. There is no cope, only do.

>>33382259
Op here. I agree. I hope I find out what to do.

>>33380004 (OP)
You were just surviving, anon. Don't worry about the "wasted" years. It took me a long time to realize that for myself, and I'm barely able to put my life back together. I don't know if this will work for you, but just focus on getting the things you want done and setting goals for yourself. You'll be doing life again in no time. Stop worrying and stop retreating. It's time to go outside again and feel alive. You have plenty of life left. You're just getting started.