From the age of 15,17 when I lost my virginity, to about 23, people just invited me places, girls wanted to fuck me, and I felt like the man. I had this thriving social life where I just had to show up and everything was given to me. My body count was 50 by the time I graduated college

Now I’m 34 and the last 10 years of my life have been completely empty. No friends. No social life. Just work and coming home to jerk off. Everyone drifted away or started families.

I basically had endless dopamine all throughout my youth and now I have nothing. It’s like I was a heroin addict for a decade and now I’m sober. I can’t stand that girls aren’t checking for me in public and the general enthusiasm of other people towards me is neutral or indifferent.

I don’t know how people cope with this shit. The worst thing of all is I’ve been making these threads for years and I haven’t done anything to change my life. I just complain about it

>>33381594 (OP)
>The worst thing of all is I’ve been making these threads for years and I haven’t done anything to change my life. I just complain about it
Yes.

>>33381594 (OP)

https://youtu.be/NxwZjqDtivs?si=pK7-AXovJlDTvjo9

>>33381594 (OP)
The solution is trans women and Grindr. As long as your jacked you'll have your attention fix satisfied for a while.

>>33381840
Go fuck yourself faggot. I’ll never stoop to fucking men in their shitty smelly grain assholes like you. Also, it’s unacceptable that my thread only has 3 replies.

Start fucking replying right now. If you see this, you WILL show me commiseration at minimum but honestly I’m expecting questions and curiosity about my life

>>33381852
Stoop to?
You're a failed narcissist.

>>33382082
It's not narcissism to be repulsed by failed men.

>>33382088
Retard this website has no obligation to reply to you. Get fucked

>>33382096
Nor does anyone have to acknowledge your identity as a mentally ill man

>>33381594 (OP)
People have begun to lose their hopes and forget their dreams.

Nobody cares about anything anymore.
Nobody wants to get together anymore.
Nobody does anything without getting paid anymore.
Nobody wants to do anything anymore.

https://youtu.be/kVaolNKt2zw
https://youtu.be/1d925iMSuLY

>>33381594 (OP)
>My body count was 50
I won't read threads whose premise is that sex is for entertainment rather than for procreation. OP is clearly subhuman and therefore can't be helped. (Also, it sounds made-up.)

>>33381594 (OP)
It's called getting old, retard. And you said yourself you just go to work and then go hope and stroke your wee-wee in front of your computer screen. What exactly do you think is going to happen?

You were supposed to find a girl and settle down and have kids. You fucked up. That's on you and you alone. Now you have to go out and try again, except this time you're old. Women your age are divorcees, single moms, sociopathic career women, and other assorted undateable trash. And that's because you decided to fuck around instead of date seriously. Again, your fault.

>>33381594 (OP)
Good—the suffering of normies makes me happy. Now you know 1/10,000th of my pain.

>>33381594 (OP)
It's funny because I'm your age, and when I was younger, I was a WoW nerd. I said no to most parties unless they were with my WoW bros, and I denied 4 girls who asked me to prom just because I didn't wanna go. I didn't start partying until I was 24, and I still party and have sex sometimes. So it seems to me like it's just a lifestyle choice on your end since our experiences were reversed.

2 years ago, at the age of 32, I had my first threesome with two mid-20s negress sluts, after a party where we played a makeout game and took our clothes off and it was pretty great. So yeah. Sounds like retardation on your part. You're choosing to sit by yourself and play with your pecker.

>>33381594 (OP)
Yes

>>33381594 (OP)
>My body count was 50 by the time I graduated college

Bruh
Not to rag on getting laid, but if you can't keep people (women) around for the life of you, you've got issues. Its nearly impossible to get this kind of numbers if you have at least a few stable FWBs , let alone gfs in the process, even if you fuck other people on the side.

>The worst thing of all is I’ve been making these threads for years and I haven’t done anything to change my life.
Unironically seek therapy. You're a classical case of someone who is unable to form stable relationships, which includes friendships, old acquaintances etc.
the fact that everyone is constantly looking for new people in school helped hide your problems. but once you are in the grown up world they show up.

>>33382241
I’ve had threesomes too you fucking dork get over it
>>33384100
>can’t keep people around.
I didnt want them around. I want to stack bodies and I did.

What it boils down to is I used to just be able to show up and get what I wanted out of life. I think a lot of my social life hinges on other dudes being like “this guy fucks” and so wanting me around.

After college everyone focused on their own lives and got married or had kids and I just feel like this loser that got left behind when everyone arbitrarily decided to “grow up”

I used to genuinely enjoy my life and be excited for what tomorrow would bring but I haven’t felt like that in a decade and it’s not gonna get better. All I can do is lament

>>33381594 (OP)
I think I remember you bro. You’re the ex skater or whatever who used to fuck heaps now you’re a fellow dorkus?
Yeah shit just sucks. At least you got to be a chad for a while tho

>chad expects sympathy in his darkest hour
Get fucked lmao

how did you lose your chad status? just aging?

>>33382148
You keep posting this goyim slop. Whats your end game Anon

>>33384100
you fucking retard. if you a fuck a new person every week for a year you will clear 50+ in literally one year. op started in his mid teens and hit that number in his early 20s.

>>33385293
you peaked in college, because you were good at the young man game and forgot to plan for the future
valid reproductive strategy before birth control (for creating mostly low-class babies), but kinda shooting yourself in the foot nowadays

>>33385328
No people just got tired of carrying me. I used to be a real good looking dude with hella aura. I could just grope bitches at house parties and take them upstairs after a game of beer pong. It was wild.

For example, in college there was a party down the street from my house and this mutual friend was there that I barely knew. She lost her wallet and I happened to find it about two hours later and she was drunk and she just started kissing me and I took her downstairs and fucked her prone bone on the carpet in this unfurnished room.

Shit like that happened all the time, every weekend, for 5 years straight.
>>33385371
I don’t know. It’s catharsis I guess. It gives me this fake sense of resolve that I’m gonna get back to the glory days

>>33385509
I’m
Gonna be honest, if I lived that lifestyle and suddenly it was stripped from
Me, and I had to suddenly put effort in.. I think I’d go crazy

>>33385528
>id go crazy
The last good years for me were 2016. I Cucked my ex with a skinny Korean girl that watched hentai rape porn. The sex was ethereal. I felt like I shot heroin when I came. I sat in her computer chair and she sat in my lap like a cat while she played persona and I spaced out in a post coom haze.

I lasted 2 years in bitter isolation going for long drives and long walks. In the car I’d scream as if having convos with my friends accusing them of betraying me. Intense rage.

I went to Thailand to fuck hookers in 2017 and then I got addicted to that so I blew 60k and fucked almost 200.

I don’t know what the future holds. My narcissism is starving for supply. I need to be admired. It’s the only way I feel alive

>>33382195
Ironically humans are amongst the very few animals that do have sex recreationally

do actually have any real friends or family? it sounds like you have no concept of a what a real connection with someone is like.

>>33385553
I haven’t had friends for 10 years. The only family I have a relationship with is my aunt and my dad, but my dad is pretty emotionally distant. My mom died in 2018

reading thru this and youre pretty self aware op

>>33385583
Yea and it’s all a load of baloney. I better write a book or a screenplay

>>33385509
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dz6wuaN65G4
Ight