>father died
>Found out my adoptive sister was actually his bastard daughter
>Father and aunt always had a wierd as shit relationship
>Aunt goes mad after he died
>Cousin cried more than anyone
>Mom always said my cousin was actually my brother
>He looks fucking identical to pictures of my father when he was young
>My cousin is probably my brother
>Everyone is being shit
>My mother keeps trying to steal documents and force me to sign shit
>My aunt just unloaded pure venom at me
>Can't cut all contact again until the inheritance trial is done
>Can't get more medicated than I currently am
>Can't take this shit anymore
He wasn't even a fucking father to me why do I deserve this? I seriously need a way to get rid of my anxiety because I'm not even sleeping anymore I just lay in bed worrying Im about to start drinking, which I shouldn't because I take lithium but at this point I'm willing to risk poisoning myself just to get all this shit out of my head
How do I get rid of a metric ton of stress?

>>33383965 (OP)
Find something to do.

>>33383965 (OP)
Why are you stressed?

>>33383965 (OP)
Take a trip somewhere by yourself. Have a new life somewhere for 2 weeks. Turn your phone off.

>>33383965 (OP)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eYlJH81dSiw&list=RDeYlJH81dSiw&start_radio=1