I quit my job (didn't show up for the next few shifts) when I found out I could get an "advance" pay which is basically them paying you a certain amount of your hours worked immediately due to emergency situations.

When I heard of this, I was excited and took out some money. It was enough for me to spend my entire week smoking weed and drinking vodka.

I am not sure if I'm cut out for this world. After being in an inebriated state for a week, I'm hit with this deep wave of depression. I am terrible when it comes to money. First thing I do when I get a large sum of money is basically spend all of it on Alcohol and Weed. I don't plan for the future, or even buy essentials like clothes or shoes or even a haircut. All the money just goes straight to drugs. Maybe I just don't care about my future anymore.

I've tried everything that doesn't involve another person helping me because I've got nobody in my life that understands, they just have expectations of me. That and because they have problems of their own. If there was an easy way to end my life without the possibility of getting caught I would've done it a very, very long time ago.

>>33386656 (OP)
Are you white?

>>33386715
No I'm a black male

>>33386656 (OP)
>I've got nobody in my life that understands

sure, pal: no one else on the planet understands what wanting to get drunk and high all the time feels like. you sound like a fucking worthless idiot. there are plenty of easy ways to end your life, but like every other responsibility in your life, you're too chicken shit to do 'em. your justification for not due to being afraid of getting caught doesn't even make sense. you'd be dead so it wouldn't matter if you were found out. useless moron.

>>33386754
Sorry then, can't help you

>>33386760
>sure, pal: no one else on the planet understands what wanting to get drunk and high all the time feels like.

I'm not mad at your post but I clearly said people in my life, not people in general. Otherwise I wouldn't be here posting about my situation.

>>33386790
you probably work at wendy's or some shit. everyone in that place is drunk and high. you're just garbage at socializing, evidently.