I'd like to hear some ideas from you guys. What should mix with my coffee so i die faster?

I'm not interested living this live. I wanted to end myself recently. I wouldn't hesitate to gulp sleeping pill that will put me in eternal slumber. But here i am.

So i decided to drink a lot of coffee (probably got addicted), approximately 3-5 cups per day. You'd be right, if you thought it's not too much. A little while ago my heart started behave itself not quite well. Heart accelerates and slow down spontaneously, i nearly fainted because my heart slowed beating, almost stopped completely.

>>33386692 (OP)
Just add a few more shots of espresso. Heavy dose of caffeine feels like a nightmare, btw, nothing like other stimulants.

>>33386692 (OP)
Tell us what happened anon. Do you have parents or siblings?

>>33386692 (OP)
>What should mix with my coffee so i die faster?
Bleach

>>33386692 (OP)
>muh suicide
>muh cry for help
grow up

>>33387199

>>33387199

I do have family, they care about me, maybe. A while ago, i started slowly realize about life, media sucks, people sucks, government sucks, system sucks.

i'm myself pathetic, ngl