Anyone else feel so suicidal but scared of actually going through the process of killing themselves? Like I've thought about jumping but it seems scary, I've thought of overdosing on pills but I've heard it can instead leave you suffering for days or weeks and not actually finish you off.
Like I hate this inbetween where I am not 100% sure I want to actually die, or if I just think it's the only way out.
Can anyone relate?
(pic related, I want to od on wellbutrin but heard it's a really shitty od)
Yeah I can relate. I thought of OD’ing and jumping at the same time so it would be like a nuclear option if one didn’t work. Jumping and surviving as a paralyzed person seems horrifying though.
>>33392338 (OP)Fentanyl od, just snort a line and you'll black out instantly, never to wake up agaim
Yes. I've tried to kms once a few months ago. When I decided to do it I was so excited, but when I got to loading up gas and oil in the generator I bought I was overcome with an immense fear I have never felt before. It was definitely a feeling that doesn't show up often in life. I stopped my attempt after feeling that. Sometimes I wanna do it again, but I guess it's just better to wait and see the mystery of being alive
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>>33392338 (OP)Pills are not a serious method with a <2% success rate.
>>33392338 (OP)Specifically, wellbutrin in 2020 has had over 17,000 reported cases of overdose, but only 8 deaths. You're not going to die.
Pills are just a cry for help anon.
Figure out your crappy life.
>>33393771Interesting.
>>33392338 (OP)Pills can also provide plenty of time to change your mind after it is too late. It is okay not to be sure. Let god kill you slowly while you figure things out.
>wellbutrin
tried to get high off that one once. Didn't really do much outside of shaking hands
>>33392338 (OP)You could always just take the Wellbutrin like your supposed to and just mimic adhd so you can get high all the time and be better than everyone else at everything because your on adderall and they’re not.
How haven’t other med addled users figured this out yet. The answer is unironically more meds just don’t abuse them like your shitty gay ass plan.