I am 22 and I have been a sack of shit my whole life. I am working as much as I can right now to try and make some money so I can actually do shit with myself. I have saved up enough to be financially satisfied for the time being. I hate what I am and I am constantly angry because I occupy the body of a sack of shit. I have always had anger issues but lately I just can't help but be angry at what I am and it leads to me being fuming all day and having nothing to do about it. I am not depressed, I am whatever the angry equivalent to depression is. I am trying to adopt a workout routine and learn a new skill, I think drums would be good because I am angry all the time and you can really tear up a drumset. How late is 22, how fucked am I, and most importantly, how best can I utilize my anger for the sake of productivity so I don't give myself an aneurysm from being angry 24/7

>>33392819 (OP)
I won't read angry threads. Nothing to be done.