>Be me
>treat family/friends good
>family/friends treat me bad
>continue to treat them good anyway
>they still treat me bad
>napping in my room
>wake up to a bunch of noise
>family visiting
>"oh shit I haven't gotten ready or showered or cleaned. Why didn't anybody tell me!?"
>stay in room until they leave
>siblings "why didn't you come out and say hi and eat with us?YOU ARE SO RUDE ANON!"
>NOBO-
>go to my room
>depression is coming back

>>33393358 (OP)
If I would have continued with nobody told me anything. They will flip it around somehow making it my fault.

This is how they treat me all the time.
I have fantasy's of
Locking them inside the house as they sleep.
And setting the house on fire

>>33393358 (OP)
Holy shit, just move somewhere else, get new friends, and become more distant from your family

>>33393358 (OP)
Just move out lmao.

You dont have to hate them, you just dont have to be around them. I dont like my mom but i send her $2000 a month, just no way in absolute fuck would i live with her.

this is nothing compared to what i had to endure. every damn day.
moving out will set you free.

>>33393587

this. they are your family, you should still treat them well but at the same time rise above them. you are capable of decency that they are not. a little healthy detachment will do well for you. not total detachment, they are your family, but lower your expectations and you won't be disappointed so often

>>33393358 (OP)
Sounds like an abusive family
It could be that you are a huge jerk and just do not know it, so you could go see a professional psychologist, but I would pack my bags, take a job in another town and leave if I were you