hi /adv/, what do? every time i don't have someone's attention on me, i feel crazy suicidal. i think it's because i've been used to SOME form of attention my whole life, but recently due to depression i've been pulling away from my friends without meaning to. when they don't check on me, it just makes it worse. i don't want to exist unless i'm someone's favorite.

if answer is die: any recommended, painless methods?

>>33394452 (OP)
Call suicide prevention
You are literally the exact case that they are made to deal with.
>You have no survivor guilt or dead friends that they can not bring back
>No homelessness or job issues that they can not fix
You just have a seretonin/dopemine addiction and need to be rewired to not need it as much.

There is a number right at the top of the page. You can also look for a local number or just dial 911.

>>33394452 (OP)
Don't pull away from people, and get DBT therapy.

>>33394452 (OP)
Stop ghosting people if you want attention, dumbass