>be me
>parents fought a lot and I wasn’t allowed to go outside because mom thought I’d be butt raped
>discover anime and even more devastating hentai
>spend adolescence jerking off and watching anime woman even real porn didn’t get me off because it just reminded me of my parents awful relationship and reality
>eventually find teto and for whatever reason obsess over her read fanfiction, every 250 rule34 post and have a bookmark for the latest uploads of her, watch all her videos and that was six years of my life everyday
>turn 21 and realize how badly I was fucked over my entire life when I saw a group meeting and a guy kissing his girlfriend at the casino by the Krogers I got to
>become depressed ask parents for advice and they just argue and fight again pointlessly who’s fault it is I turned into a “loser”
>think over I have 60 more years of this at worst
Is there anyway to fix the damage my parents did to me? I can’t even drive my mom keeps telling me I am “not ready” and my dad just gives in the few token times he tried. What do I do? Steal from my parents and gamble on the stock market? Go into the woods and become a hermit?

>>33394597 (OP)
Here's a guide on making some dough.

Anime did not do shit
You just found a hyperfixation and used it to get your dopamine.
Hell anime usually has pretty good lessons for people who are loners the fact you picked up none of them is all your fault.

I relate in how i wasted years of my life on the internet. Looking back i wish I would of been in jail or homeless or something because at least I would of experienced something, I was barely alive then. It really depends on your objectives, the fact that you saw the other group and turned your criticism towards yourself rather than them (like ER) means that you are definitely still recoverable. Why do you think you are a loser? no friends or girls? Stop going to your parents for advice. its in your interest to not look socially inept, other vulnerabilities are more accepted like physical or emotional but not alot of parents are comfortable with their kids being loners..also just try and be more serious here, you arent a child anymore, start acting like you age and plan ahead and figure out what you want. If you dont want to feel like a loser child from a troubled family stop talking and thinking like one. >>33394597 (OP)

Dont fault anime for everything. It was escapism that you got immersed in because your childhood was shitty.
I think you know what to do, you should be going outside to touch grass and learn to live socially a somewhat normal life.
How? Unfortunately I can't answer you because I have no clue myself

>>33395457
Common modernshit stuff
Your biological clock is ticking
Plus everyone you love
Act accordingly