my mind is constantly tormented with bad thoughts about treated unfairly in society as a straight male and other injustices, phantom arguments and fights (sometimes I even feel real pain in my imagination - some sort of empathy disorder?). am i just low T? I'm 26M and I drink soda sometimes. Nothing seems to help. I got good sleep and worked out yesterday and it still happened.

Be honest, am I just a loser "on the inside"? Can I change this? I just want to be a functioning human person. I'd say I know lgbt people who don't struggle with this level of internal battling but you can never know what someone's going through. Still, I can't help but think my gay friend and mtf co-worker might ever feel what I've gone through. I'm not asking for anybody to understand. I just feel like in recent years all kinds of minorities and underpriviledged people have gotten their voice heard but the only way straight men have gotten their voices heard recently is because ftm trans people have witnessed the issues we go through and that's the first time people have started waking up to the injustices we face. I don't know. I want all people to have justice and be happy and have their voice being heard. It just feels like I was born wrong for this world. I don't want to go on suffering but that's all I see. Maybe it's all just mindset and I'll oneday "snap out of it". I'd really like any advice. I just feel so tired by these thoughts and there's so many of them they're hard to even voice. If I am just a loser can somebody at least give me advice so I can start fitting in somewhere and have my voice heard? Last time that happened was on r/mgtow but they got rid of that place nearly a decade ago (I could rant about that for a whole post, that place did wonders for my mental health). I guess I should stop writing here and post.

>>33394699 (OP)
dont fall for the trump sucking retard psy ops. Really look at who is around you in real life and who listens. I suggest staying away from poisonous boards like this one and r9k

>>33394699 (OP)
Nah, you are not weird for any of this, but you should know that you are manipulated.
It is not that lgbt are getting special treatment, is that select lgbt that can be used as tools are getting used as tools
Same thing with minorities.
Because if you are miserable, and you see someone else that feels like (other) doing well, and (other) is miserable, and sees a member of your group doing well, even if you are in the trenches, a shared animosity is created, which prevents collaboration and maintains the status quo

There is a lot wrong with the world, friend, but, you should be wise about the battles that you choose to fight, and you should make sure that you absolutely 100% know what the enemy you are fighting is and why.
...Because an idiot who is flailing their arms in anger is the easiest target to manipulate and take down

>>33394706
Thank you for the kind words, but I just can't shake the feeling that I can't do this forever. I'd have to be looking for patches of light and staying blind to the bad of the world to the point where I'd become nonfunctional. It's like one of those things where you either become strong or you simply waste away. I just feel so lost after these waves of thoughts. They come in the worst form - anger and agitation. If it were something like sadness/depression people might feel bad for you. But when it's anger it just makes you the attacker and gives others the right to put the blame on you. It's a terrible combination. It just feels like it's all caving in on me. It's probably all in my mind and I'm just going through some phase (at 26?) but the feeling's unshakable.

>>33394699 (OP)
>am i just low T?
You're just retarded, stop watching Tate-like videos or whatever crap is brainwashing you and grow up