>>33395569 (OP)>Devalues place which gives advice>Asks for advice anyway on the basket weaving forum No wonder why you keep drinking after telling yourself to stop. The best sources of information are from former addicts. Join an AA group.
I got lucky to end my alcoholism. Was a binge alcoholic for 7 - 8 years straight. I haven't touched a single drop since October of 2018. Almost seven years clean after seven spent alcoholic.
What killed it for me was a middling dose of LSD, high dose of magic mushrooms. I am not advising or advocating drug use. Those drugs, psychedelics, are widely known to have a 60-70% cessation rate for alcoholism and nicotine addiction. Means a single dose has a strong chance of killing the addiction. No clue why or how, but for me, that's what happened. After tripping balls the days after I looked at my booze and thought "What the fuck have I been doing with myself?" Then the idea of drinking made me feel nauseous and disgusted. Poured out all the alcohol, haven't looked back since. I also stopped using psychedelics and weed shortly after. Nicotine addiction stayed though unfortunately.