I feel really sad. Lately it's like everything I do is wrong and I've been very isolated. I'm very busy at the moment and I don't know how to distance myself from this feeling of negativity. I feel like isolating myself more is the best thing for me, that with enough time alone I can solve my lapses in sense but it also feels shitty. I want to go into the woods and camp for a while at least a few weeks if only to get away from all of the noise.