Anonymous
7/22/2025, 7:52:44 AM No.33399095
> live 1 hour from city, 8 lane roads sprawling for hours in any direction
> no social life, nowhere to go outside
> walking distance from house: Petco, fuel station, Soup 'N Sand, a Mexican restaurant with B- health inspection posted in the window.
> $40k student debt, biochemistry degree, work in QA at a lab 1.15hrs from apartment, $24/hr
> 1.5 hr to work, 9 hour shift with break, 1.5 hr home. Watch anime and post about it on 4chan 3 hr, sleep 8 hr, 1 hr combined on hygiene, cooking, and jacking off
> stay inside on weekends, play games, smoke weed, post memes, jack off to increasingly depraved porn.
> why do I want to kill myself?
> decide to move to small town, close to family, high trust majority white society.
> stop watching porn.
> go outside every day to exercise, fish, or ski.
> start going to church on the weekend.
> people remember my name, ask about my life, they care.
> get a physically demanding job in the trades, start a small business.
> work is hard, struggle, fail, eventual stability.
> biddy sits next to me in church, brings her daughter, introduces us, she's mid, cute, ask if she has a husband.
> no husband, no boyfriend
> she is loyal, loving, move in together, life gets easier on duel income, marry, decide to have kids.
> provide for wife and children, testosterone increases, wife becomes based and trad, makes sourdough, exercises, squeezes out a 3rd kid in the tub, feeds the placenta to chickens, recovers completely 2 days later.
> More attracted to her than ever. Bigger tits, lower, but still skinny.
> Love surrounds me, told I am the best dad every few days.
> find clawfoot tub, drag it into the back yard, connect garden hose to shower and fill tub.
> yard bath, stars fill the sky.
> remember being a depressed city fag, smile when I remember thinking small towns were boring.
> no social life, nowhere to go outside
> walking distance from house: Petco, fuel station, Soup 'N Sand, a Mexican restaurant with B- health inspection posted in the window.
> $40k student debt, biochemistry degree, work in QA at a lab 1.15hrs from apartment, $24/hr
> 1.5 hr to work, 9 hour shift with break, 1.5 hr home. Watch anime and post about it on 4chan 3 hr, sleep 8 hr, 1 hr combined on hygiene, cooking, and jacking off
> stay inside on weekends, play games, smoke weed, post memes, jack off to increasingly depraved porn.
> why do I want to kill myself?
> decide to move to small town, close to family, high trust majority white society.
> stop watching porn.
> go outside every day to exercise, fish, or ski.
> start going to church on the weekend.
> people remember my name, ask about my life, they care.
> get a physically demanding job in the trades, start a small business.
> work is hard, struggle, fail, eventual stability.
> biddy sits next to me in church, brings her daughter, introduces us, she's mid, cute, ask if she has a husband.
> no husband, no boyfriend
> she is loyal, loving, move in together, life gets easier on duel income, marry, decide to have kids.
> provide for wife and children, testosterone increases, wife becomes based and trad, makes sourdough, exercises, squeezes out a 3rd kid in the tub, feeds the placenta to chickens, recovers completely 2 days later.
> More attracted to her than ever. Bigger tits, lower, but still skinny.
> Love surrounds me, told I am the best dad every few days.
> find clawfoot tub, drag it into the back yard, connect garden hose to shower and fill tub.
> yard bath, stars fill the sky.
> remember being a depressed city fag, smile when I remember thinking small towns were boring.
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