I want to leave 4chan so bad. This sounds stupid, like obviously I could just close this tab and never come back. But I'm addicted to the misery here.
I'm addicted to getting into arguments with anons and making myself angry, it's so stupid since most people here don't even believe anything. They'll just say the most outrageous shit just to make you angry, and I fall for it every time.
Why am I such a retard? It makes my heart hurt every single time an anon tells me to kill myself. Why is it so hard for me to stay away? I spend all day refreshing threads and board hopping, looking for arguments to have.

Plus all the porn

Go forth

>>33399342 (OP)
I guess you just need to find something you find more fun. And remember, as soon as you participate in an internet argument, you've lost

>>33399386
Yeah, I dunno what I'm trying to prove, especially when arguing with trolls / bots / retards and other bad actors. I guess im insecure and feel like I need to defend myself and my ideas all the time.

>>33399342 (OP)
you have to go to /x/ and go to law of attraction/manifestation general and ask them.

>>33399342 (OP)
I won't read satirical posts on an advice board.

>>33399739
My post is the only genuine one on this fucking board