I live in a small town where anything that isn't a gas station or church is a 40+ minute drive if the traffic's ok. While I am moving someplace sometime in December where shit like that isn't as bad, I'd really like to know just how the fuck a guy like me can get myself into some crazy shit that I'd remember for the rest of my life.

doesn't have to be crazy shit, does it?

Nothing wrong with adapting to your environment and if you live in a small town, just try to appreciate the fact that there isn't constant honking and noise and extremely foreign foreigners and endless construction and police & ambulance & firetruck sirens wizzing left and right and back and forth.

You can just walk out in a field, and appreciate the sound of crickets and birds. Go hiking along a river, go hunting for deer, etc.

If/when you get to a big city you can like take mushroom at a music festival and get lost in a sea of people or whatever, but in the meantime try to enjoy the smaller quieter things in life.

>>33401514 (OP)
You could start by dumping your old beliefs that doesn't serve you.