Anonymous
7/23/2025, 1:59:44 AM No.33402143
I have a good job, exercise regularly and a pretty gf but inside me I feel the urge to do things that I know will fuck me over eventually.
Last weekend i was invited to a birthday in a club by coworkers, after a few beers i danced with one of them, she whispered that I better not do something i regret teasing me and on the way to the after party she walked grabbing my arm.
i feel like i should let it go and play stupid, but it's like other side of my brain pushes me to do things i know i will regret when they blow up. Worst thing is i can´t feel regret over what i did. It´s a constant need for other people to look at me and say look the hot girl he got with or look the good work he does. Just feel like a mental midget and a teenager when im closer to 30 than 20.
Last weekend i was invited to a birthday in a club by coworkers, after a few beers i danced with one of them, she whispered that I better not do something i regret teasing me and on the way to the after party she walked grabbing my arm.
i feel like i should let it go and play stupid, but it's like other side of my brain pushes me to do things i know i will regret when they blow up. Worst thing is i can´t feel regret over what i did. It´s a constant need for other people to look at me and say look the hot girl he got with or look the good work he does. Just feel like a mental midget and a teenager when im closer to 30 than 20.