I gotta preface this by saying that I’ve fucked more than 200 girls by now, both paying and for free, as a transaction for it, as fun on a night out on a weekend and as part of a long loving faithful committed relationship. That is to say I’m not desperate for sex or intimacy at all. I can have it pretty much whenever I want it.
But I got tired of the whole casual sex thing around a month ago and while that didn’t stop me initially because I had some dates and escorts lined up, I knew I was kinda done with it.
Then this girl appears. It’s actually kinda easy to describe her. Imagine Malina Weissman when she was starting her career but a bit more curvy and hair a bit lighter.
Her smile is to die for. She looks so happy and it’s so spontaneous. When we met she would look me in the eyes the whole time while I joked a bit, when we finally kissed she held my face on her hand. We didn’t have sex, we made love.
Thing is this girl came because a girl told her to come to my place for money. She’s not a career escort, doesn’t announce her services anywhere, had only a guy before me…
Look I know this is a bad idea but I haven’t felt this way about a girl in years. When I broke up with my last long relationship in fact.
I miss her when we’re not talking and last time we saw each other no money exchanged hands at all.
I wanna believe there is something else but the rational part of my brain highly doubts it.
Have any of you successfully dated someone you met on a casual night out or was your escort or sugar baby? Any sugar baby around here? I proposed her to be my sugar baby because I can’t bear to not see her again. I have such a strong stupid crush on her, her smile is disarming

fucking kill yourself you waste of genetic fucking material i would sacrifice my bloodline to an eternety burning just to have the assurance you would suffer the same fate you larping fuck

>>33402702
I don’t get what part of my post would come as a larp tho, I’m kinda suffering right now and the girl I fell in love with after years of not feeling anything for anyone came to my place because an amount was agreed upon before coming. The other two dates were like typical dates but how can I know this is real despite looking like something real?
I feel miserable.

Yes you are Hella Degen corrupted yucky jaded ew old fart ugly bastard but anyway

Just do it
Confess 2 ur crush teehee

>>33403026
>you are Hella Degen
says the tripfag

>>33402713
>>33403241
you need to fucking hang

I didn't read but ew why is your bodycount so high do you have stds?

>>33402699 (OP)
>is to die for
How old the fuck are you? Thats what my mom used to say when I was a kid.

Anyway you know this is not real. Part of a good hustle is convincing you it isn't. With a man his ego rules his wallet. Stroke that and money comes out.

>>33402699 (OP)
Don't know any advice but if you ever regret the 200 girls because now one girl standa out and you think you're worthless, wanna let you know Jesus Christ loves you and although he was blameless he was given the worst punishment of crucifixion so that we may be forgiven and become a new creation in Christ and adopted into being God's children. In Christ, is love, joy, peace, fulfillment and purpose.

Your worth is the Christ crucified and not the 200 girls. He makes us clean as we choose to follow Jesus.

>>33403372
Herpes like most people
>>33404015
English is not my first language i use what i read online and see on TV and stuff, I don’t know if a phrase is poggers rizz or lit with the young Americans and I don’t really care that much.
Yeah while I’m still stupidly infatuated with her appearance and personality I’m trying to temper my expectations because while at times she’s so warm with me some other times she’s not.
>>33404024
I don’t regret all the amazing sex I had I just got bored of it. Christ was a nice pacifist philosopher and all but he was human like the rest of us, once he died he was gone. You know it to be true deep inside of you, all the stories about his life are farfetched and curiosly all the miraculous people disappeared once we invented cameras and video recording devices.

I asked ChatGPT for signs of her also feeling something for me and she shows half of them. I guess there is some interest somewhere

Bump

>>33402699 (OP)
Anon, no woman that sells herself for money is marriage material, even for you.

>>33404869
>I asked ChatGPT
I was genuinely rooting for you until this part.

Don't be a retard.

>>33405769
Hard to believe you were rooting for me before that but also the thread has barely any replies what do you want me to do, I need advice

>>33406122
I say just go for it.
If it fails you'll be lamenting for a while
if you never try you'll be lamenting forever

and never ask the fucking AI, it will stunt your decision making

>>33404414
You sound like reddit atheist. Christ is God, faggot. Look forward to your enlightened atheism saving you in hell, retard.

>>33402699 (OP)
A relationship steeped in transactions is one I personally avoid. She came to you originally because another girl told her to come for money. She just happens to be doing all of the things like that gave you this crush in the first place but she's doing it for the money.

If you want to keep paying her to continue a girlfriend experience then do that but I doubt she's going to want to do much for long for free wtih you.

>>33406382
Yeah I know that’s the strongest possibility, don’t think I’m betting too much into that not being the case.
Still hurts like hell because I have such a strong crush on her. As I said above I’ve been intimate with a lot of girls, some of them veritable models and I never felt this for any of them, this reminds me to my last serious relationships with girls I met not in these circumstances.
>>33406200
I don’t frequent reddit.
Most online atheists are angry people who are just throwing a tantrum over life not going their way and will eventually convert when they get good tidings. They are doing it to be contrarians. I don’t have anything against people believing if they are happy doing so, and it gives society some order, it seems some people really need some invisible being judging them to behave. But I just don’t think the existence of any kind of supernatural being is plausible. I’m open to be proven wrong with proof but that’s where we’ve been stuck for some centuries haven’t we. You guys believe despite not having tangible evidence, I find that not acceptable for me personally. But if it gives you peace you do you.

Last bump