so i don't become too socially retarded and awkward? i don't really want anything i guess i'd kinda like sex but i feel zero romantic interest or love (only arousal) and in my heart i believe in christianity which says that sex and kissing is evil. what should i do? i am by nature a very introverted and antisocial person, the last time i went on a date a few days ago i blew it with my autism, we made out in the end and i fear herpes somewhat still, but it went nowhere. i almost never leave my apartment outside for my job because my irl friends are lame and just want to "chill"

>>33402767 (OP)
Why are you putting fake things inside your heart?

>>33402772
i think god is real, that he bestows spiritual power, and blesses and curses humanity. he is the reason why i live, why i survived my childhood, and he created us to serve him.

>>33402767 (OP)
also i am a 6'2 white male living in america for context i never met anyone outside of dating apps cuz im too shy and spergy so i only use them when i get bored and wanna go on dates

I believe that kissing is especially evil. Do not the deed unless you truly love said person with all ur heart n mind n soul n elbows n knees n toes n shoulders n heads n everything in U. Do not kiss. Warning.