My OCD is making feel like I'm a sex offender for liking anime girls and boys and liking moe despite I knowing that it's not true.

Now, I'm finding it hard to enjoy anime or manga anything, this spawned out no where and it's probably my period hormones acting up and wanting to work in education from a young age but not having confidence in helping others.

I used to have other OCD thought spirals that lasted months such as insomnia and contamination

What to do?

>>33403803 (OP)
You know that thoughts dont exist right? All thoughts? They dont exist in reality. Its all just in our heads. Doesnt exist. Go ahead and touch a thought, taste a thought, smell a thought, hear a thought, see a thought. You cant. Know why? Cuz they dont exist.

So whatever OCD is telling you in your head, who gives a flying fuck? Its just thoughts. And (you) are not your own thoughts. Your identity is not your thoughts or a sum total of thoughts. So whatever your brain is spamming you can safe ignore as not a part of (you).

>>33403803 (OP)
This is normal. It's not called being a fucking weeb.

>What to do?

Don't ignore this. It's your sign that you can be normal. Stop looking at pictures of cartoon girls and boys all day.

Doesn't help this problem I look like ugly bastard but a lady.
I think it's OCD and low self esteem in anything I like and do.
I have accepted I'm a dengen in fictional things but in irl I'm asexual sans for my boyfriend.
>>33403803 (OP)
>education from a young age but not having confidence in helping others.
Education I mean by university/adult education.
I tried child education a few years and I fucking hated it. It was high stress.

>>33403820
That's the problem I pay too much attention since I'm too self conscious
>>33403821
I'm into weird shit in general like romance literature,gothic culture and art house movies

>>33403837
>That's the problem I pay too much attention since I'm too self conscious

Yeah I pay too much attention to my thoughts too. (ADHD). My life has been 24/7 rumination non stop. But it doesn't mean I gotta actually identify with the ruminations or thoughts. It's just thoughts.

When you watch TV do you get your identity confused with the characters you watch? Course not, right? Same is true for thoughts. Just treat thoughts as a TV in your head, that's all. You aren't the TV.

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