Anonymous
7/23/2025, 11:38:41 PM No.33405562
Hey dudes, first time posting here
Im 22 years old and got out of a 6 year relationship about 9 months ago, now Im really lost and dealing with depression and ADHD. I dont really have any goals for the future or know how to set any, I feel like everything in the world rn is fucked up and Im not sure where to start putting my attention. It feels like everything I think of my brain makes an excuse to do something else or why its a bad idea to do it. I currently live in my moms basement but I dont like it here anymore, feels empty and stressful being stuck down there by myself anymore and living with my family is pretty fucking annoying but my mom likes having me here and I really dont want to pay some fucking landlord. Im working to re-engage with hobbies and life but it feels like Im making no progress and spend most days stressing out about how Im not getting anything done or cant think of anything to do rather than doing something. I feel like I can only see the negative in things and self-sabotage so much and days are just passing by but at the same time Im horrified of the future and feel like I NEED to get my shit together and prepare for the worst that will be coming. I do have hobbies and a couple friends but its really hard to engage with them. I work in conservation so being at work and outside feels good no matter what but that field of work probably wont be very open for very much longer. Mainly I just want to be self-sufficient and work on skills that will get me places in life, and to be able to help others but Im not sure what that would even look like. Latley Ive felt so fucking autismo and seriously doubt my abilities to make myself interesting to other people enough to have deep connections. Idk Im bitching but I really want to get my shit together and work towards something instead of just filling my time with BS and feeling sorry for myself.
Im 22 years old and got out of a 6 year relationship about 9 months ago, now Im really lost and dealing with depression and ADHD. I dont really have any goals for the future or know how to set any, I feel like everything in the world rn is fucked up and Im not sure where to start putting my attention. It feels like everything I think of my brain makes an excuse to do something else or why its a bad idea to do it. I currently live in my moms basement but I dont like it here anymore, feels empty and stressful being stuck down there by myself anymore and living with my family is pretty fucking annoying but my mom likes having me here and I really dont want to pay some fucking landlord. Im working to re-engage with hobbies and life but it feels like Im making no progress and spend most days stressing out about how Im not getting anything done or cant think of anything to do rather than doing something. I feel like I can only see the negative in things and self-sabotage so much and days are just passing by but at the same time Im horrified of the future and feel like I NEED to get my shit together and prepare for the worst that will be coming. I do have hobbies and a couple friends but its really hard to engage with them. I work in conservation so being at work and outside feels good no matter what but that field of work probably wont be very open for very much longer. Mainly I just want to be self-sufficient and work on skills that will get me places in life, and to be able to help others but Im not sure what that would even look like. Latley Ive felt so fucking autismo and seriously doubt my abilities to make myself interesting to other people enough to have deep connections. Idk Im bitching but I really want to get my shit together and work towards something instead of just filling my time with BS and feeling sorry for myself.
