Why is it that I never seem to make my family proud, have almost no meaningful friendships, and even my neighbors seem to dislike me yet people I interact with professionally, like teachers or lab partners genuinely appreciate me and value me in some way? The only time I’ve ever felt seen or connected was with my lab partner and the other time was with my professor... Wtf is this called..

>>33406053 (OP)
The people that are supposed to care about you are unloving people probably who are either jealous or would score high in narcissism.

>>33406053 (OP)

>>33406053 (OP)
Most likely the professional setting keeps your communication register formal and prevents you from revealing your power level (not specifically politically but if you're on 4chan you basically are guaranteed to have something you talk about when you're not restricted professionally that makes you loathsome and intolerable)

>>33406151
I dunno man i rarely go on here but I just know I could find better advice here, reddit is just weird..... I'm not sure what makes me seem intolerable to them

>>33406053 (OP)
Socially stunted autist?!
It's not about achievements to make one proud it's about the celebration, your neighbors hate you cause you never crack a joke or something like that.
Stop being a robot and get to socializing get some drama in your life.