I'm not homophobic, and I don't think my sexuality is wrong, but I no longer want to be gay. It just adds an unnecessary layer of stress to my life that I don't need, and it forces me to participate in a culture that I'm too autistic to truly understand.
I've tried to meme myself into liking women with Pavlovian-type conditioning (masturbating to pictures of vaginas to associate arousal with vaginas) but it hasn't worked - I find vaginas disgusting and female secondary sex characteristics to be boring. I've also tried religion, but I find it really hard to force myself to believe in something that I simply don't.
I don't want to be celibate for life, but I also don't want to be gay. Is there anything I can do?

>>33406295 (OP)
Nigga just go bum a twink

Sexuality is NOT REAL. Fuck whoever you want whenever you want

>Is it actually possible to stop being gay
yes. throghout parasitic cleansing of your bowels/intestines body.
the soviets got a remedy in the 80s or so with a rather high effectiveness % success rate, even, so much so that people from the west (USA) traveld to them to get "straight" again. dont ask me.

some people got even the gay beaten (excessive violence) out of them (unadvisable)

theres a huuuge screencap explaining what gayness actually is (QRD parasites in your body makes you "think" you are gay, but arent) and according medicine to un-gay yourself (clean ur body from parasites)
unfortunately i didnt save them, but you can research the archive4plebs
searchwords parasites gay homosex parasite pill ect
search on /pol/ and /x/
it is a rather deep rabbit hole, i warned you.
good luck

>>33406295 (OP)
>I don't want to be celibate for life, but I also don't want to be gay. Is there anything I can do?
No. Sexuality is set at birth, I'm afraid.

>>33407778
How so?
Can I go from straight to gay?

>>33409679
>How so?
No one is entirely sure, but exposure to certain hormones within the womb may be a factor.
>Can I go from straight to gay?
No.

>>33406295 (OP)
dont give up hope, Ive found a guy I liked through bumble, were both weird and autistic and are getting along, there is hope

Dear OP,
First I wish you all but well! Second , there are so many people in this image board not happy with straight life, do not think it is better . Third , do not try to fix yourself , go with the flow . If you do not like the culture it does not mean that your sexuality needs fixing. We all root for deep connections, hope you will click with the right person soon! See more into personalities rather than looking into sex and gender roles, it is only a pert of the puzzle. It can be a triggered and a consequence of/for attractiveness. Charismatic people are always attractive . Good luck !

>>33406295 (OP)
Accept the things you cannot change, have the courage to change the things you can, and have the wisdom to know the difference.
Have you tried socializing?

>>33406708
In a sea of retarded posts on this shithole website this is pretty up there.

>>33406295 (OP)
No, anon. You can't become straight anymore than I can become gay. It's just not going to happen.

>>33406295 (OP)
no one seems able to change their orientation. however, what do you think of a mismatching relationship? where you specifically are with a woman, she knows you're homosexual but you sort of make it work anyway?
yes, it's fucking Reddit, whatever:
>reddit DOT c0m /r/IAmA/comments/dates /iama_gay_guy_who_married_a_straight_girl_ama/

>>33406295 (OP)
>It just adds an unnecessary layer of stress to my life that I don't need, and it forces me to participate in a culture that I'm too autistic to truly understand.
Nigger. What makes you think liking women will solve that? They're more complicated than men are. Say you *could* wave a magic wand and love women and pussy. You'd still be an autistic retard that doesn't understand social cues.

So focus on socializing and working on that, which is totally doable instead of trying to trick your faggot mind into liking shit it clearly doesn't. I can tell you're truly a faggot because you've come up with a "beat around the bush" mental gymnastics type of solution to a very direct problem, thinking that shit actually. makes sense. Just like a woman would. So stop trying to change that.

>>33410977
he who searches shall find

also, did you post that out of your own volition or did your analparasites told you to post that?