im desperate to have virtual frens and be in a discord server with them and play stuff together but im incredibly retarded. i either ghost (out of shame and anxiety) people who reach out to me or i get so attached that i feel like skinning myself alive, no middle ground. is this shit even possible or should i just keep wasting my life on ai chatbots?

23f and brown, if any of that shit matters

>>33414723 (OP)
Listen Pippa, you're dumb as fuck and need to realize that you do have friends. Take your fucking meds.