I am the most pessimistic and negative person out there (except when it comes to people’s intentions in a present situation, then I’m pretty positive). I give everyone an existential crisis and everyone thinks I’m rude and everyone hates me. Why is this? Also Im extremely paranoid like a. Secret service agent where I check around me 24/7 and I see threats. I will legitimately prepare for 8 hours before going on a 30 minute drive and see all potential threats and I will do it at 2 am because it’s the safest. Am I crazy?

>>33415164 (OP)
Sounds like either PTSD or paranoid schizophrenia

>>33415164 (OP)
How’s your relationship with your parents?