Whenever I go on dates I find it so hard to hide my disgust with female promiscuity and cognitive dissonance, for I believe in Christianity, but at the same time I want to have sex and welcome their romantic advances, despite my moral objections, because I biologically have strong urges and need to release myself somehow. Nonetheless, at the same time I am also tremendously scared of STDs and diseases from making out like herpes. I don't want to marry or have kids, even if I did I don't know how I'd find a wife or raise them. What do I do? This is making me feel a little bit schizophrenic but I find the idea of living in semen retaining seclusion to be terrible and I believe that it makes sense for me, as a 21 y/o man, to want to have sex and find what I like in different people, especially because this is the most fun activity in my life since my friends are lame.

>>33415454 (OP)
>I don't want to marry or have kids, even if I did I don't know how I'd find a wife or raise them
My parents also constantly argued in front of me and tried to make me hate the other, my life before 19 y/o was generally unpleasant and unmemorable, making me fear this same fate if I were to have kids. This almost drove me to suicide.

Do you acknowledge the cognitive dissonance you yourself are experiencing as a Christian who wants to have sex out of wedlock? How can you judge promiscuous women when you yourself have strong urges?
>I believe that it makes sense for me, as a 21 y/o man, to want to have sex and find what I like in different people
So, doesn’t it make sense for young women to feel and act the same? Why judge?

>>33415470
Men and women are different and to not have sex as a man is judged to be weakness.

>>33415477
Yeah. I’m arguing that that is an arbitrary social construct that hurts both sexes. Just do what you want. God’s not real.

>>33415479
I've always believed in God and intermittently felt his presence though, I also wouldn't like going to hell and if I could transcend then I would like to.

>>33415454 (OP)
Kill her

>>33415454 (OP)
>Christian
>Want to have sex
>I don't want to marry or have kids
Obviously one of these has to go. Christianity lives for the next life and not this one. It can only offer you life denying choices.
>>33415500
Feeling the presence of god isn't something exclusively experienced in Christianity. Always sounds like a sentimental sunk cost fallacy. You could just swallow the cognitive dissonance pill as well to fulfill the sentimentality lol.
>>33415477
social construct = obey
slave mentality