Used to rely on those garbage tier "energy" cocktails like vodka Red Bull. Barely kicks in until the third one, and even then it just makes me feel slightly more awake. Nothing that actually changes how I act.

Yeah, I’ve pulled a few girls from clubs before. It happened, but I never felt like I had any real grip on it. Felt more like luck than anything I said or did. My personality just doesn’t hit hard enough to push things where I want them to go.

I’m already on beta-blockers. They killed the anxiety, which was great. I stopped coming off like a nervous wreck, but they don’t make me any more alive. I just blend in better. Less awkward, but still boring.

What else is there? Something that makes you feel sharp, present, willing to go in and not second guess everything. I don’t want to turn into a blackout mess. I just want to feel that spark and go after what I want, I'm tired of just watching girls and missing all the chances I could have get..

isn't this a /p/ meme picture

>>33416098 (OP)
>goes to nightclubs
That is your problem.