How the fuck do i cope?

I likely cant date for the foreseeable future becaude my current environment is 90/10 male/female. By two weeks from now i can start exploring 50/50 gender ratio areas but theyre going to be strangers unlike my immediate environment.

I know i can get my foot in the door with girls that arent strangers, but right now trying to get a partner is unrealistic and its driving me coocoo.

for me, it's femboy porn