Ever since I tripped hard on LSD in 2020, I haven't been able to fully fall back into a depressive state. Every now and then I get down in the dumps for a day or two, but then I get back on the horse of life and ride for a week or two. I would like to stop this cycle.

>>33491159 (OP)
So... you *want* to be depressed?

>>33491196
Uhhhh...not necessarily, I see the truth in my depressive state, but I also see the hope in the other state. I'd just like to stop flip flopping

>>33491159 (OP)
Have a long-term plan and follow it. It will correct you when you're at risk of falling into the slough of despond.

>>33491159 (OP)
time to smoke weed and drink whiskey