>>935718557
i dont really either. i dont want it to happen to real people, im a pretty big wimp in real life, find it hard to see people get hurt unless its an amusing injury like a light hit to the balls from a poorly aimed throw or whatever. but it sure is fascinating to see in drawings and doujins. to some degree literature as well, there has been like, 3 or 4 things i read that had me both popping a slight boner and thinking to myself "what the fuck am i reading". have you ever read naked lunch or anything by burroughs. there is some really weird, bizarre sexual shit in that. talking about using, old, 1950's syringes to inject heroin and oldschool types of morphine, using syrings so nasty and big its like you cut your arm with a knife, shove a metal straw in as thick as ball point pen plastic ink tube right into an open wound? then turns around and talks about going to bars and picking up male children prostitutes from bars and some pretty fucked up shit getting done to them.
and then you check the front page and it was published in 1959. what the hell. totally shattered that 1950's idealic surburbia fantasy everyone likes to imagine that period to be like. "there was no gosh dang degeneracy and homos and stuff back then, that stuffs new". like, no, it not new at all. even back then in the 40's and 50's people were doing weird painful erotic crimes to each other and children while high on hard drugs.
anyways dont do crimes, dont hurt people
