>>935738107 (OP) I fucking hate child abusers. I am a porn addict. I get off to everything. If a child suffered to get you off online I feel like you should pay for it. There is plenty of fake material online if your gonna fantasize about that shit. If you consume real material, there is suffering happening and you should be fucking ashamed of yourself. I am a voluntary celebate. If I choose to settle and ever have children, i would murder anyone that sexually abused them. And I don't blame a father for wanting to smash your brains in. I've been addicted to porn for over 3 decades. I don't hate myself for it, but I do want to move on and leave it behind. It's an empty place.