>>935822723Deep down her instincts as a female told her I'm not a worthy male deserving of her submission and adoration, no, that is only reserved for a strong, dominant male such as the stud railing her now, not an inferior cuck who's jerking off like a loser to her getting being railed with an enormous, veiny obsidian rod. Someone who can bring her slutty side out with zero effort, to the point she'll feel proud to call herself his bitch with a happy smile and a collar to show his domination over her.
Everything... It is as you said, she gave her entire self to him and now it's up to him to do whatever he wants. And it's that very destruction that I deserve for not knowing my place... Yet I still love her more than anything as she shows me the ultimate proof that she's not mine anymore, she's never been and I was merely a placeholder, finally replaced by a man she can devote herself fully. Nothing but a target of ridicule, scorn and mockery from the woman I adore. And how could I ask her to be my secretary anyways, when she barely comes out of "their" bedroom as they spend their days fucking from morning to night?
Indeed, and putting on a facade all this time doesn't change the fact, eventually nature runs its course and the strongest male mates with the females, while losers like me would be lucky if they could even watch. Nothing more than that... I'd be glad to take care her children at least, compared to her violent, brute bull a meek, gentle cuck like me would definitely be better as caretaker! And also so they can mate to their hearts content too...
But that's for later, isn't it? Right now all she could care is being railed like a whore, and for me to witness her last moments as the shipgirl I adored until I finally waste my watery load, a silent acknowledgement she's his black-bred slut, and our separation as wife and husband...~
(Likewise, I never have talked about Ooyodo NTR'ing me this deeply, so I'm really savoring the discussion, so to speak.)