24 white boy virgin from the uk

i have been addicted to bbc and sissy porn for as long as i can remember

i have tried quitting so many times but it just feels impossible and i always fantasise about becoming a femboy and seeking attention from black men…

i still want to quit but i just can’t stop relapsing and there are so many triggers and experiences which keep me so deeply addicted

>>935851527 (OP)
We know you’re a virgin obsessor

>>935851527 (OP)
go get a black boyfriend

>>935853590
I don't know how well that would work for OP. A relationship based on race obsession? Even if it's not the sole basis of it, it feels like an obstruction. I dunno.

>>935851527 (OP)
Sorry about your predicament OP. Don't know that that's a healthy fetish (at the same time tho, it's damn cute).

Looking for someone who knows how to spoil me. emyzeth

>>935853920
so you're basically telling me that being dominated, violated, and humiliated by the object of your obsession feels far more pleasurable to you than the actual'sex' itself? interesting.

>>935858128
...I think you read a little bit into my post, OP.

>>935853590
I wish!!!!!

>>935851527 (OP)
Lily is my pornmommy now because of that scene she did for us

>>935858769
need full vid

Disgusting bro

>>935851527 (OP)
>24
>still not feminized
NGMI

>>935853590
idk if i’m lucky or not but not a lot of black men live in my area… if they did i would definitely be a femme bottom bitch for one already

>>935851527 (OP)
same, why does it have to feel so good...
>>935853920
it's not cute it's so humiliating
>>935855653
omggg
>>935859768
true

>>935859067
Sorry anon, don't have it.

>>935864279
>it's not cute it's so humiliating
Mmmm you're wrong anon, I think it's cute.
>omggg
You like chastity, OP?

>>935864440
oh i'm not op, sorry if i gave that impression
>you're wrong
yeah? why?
>You like chastity?
well it's a bit embarassing, but i think pink cages look really cute~

Anyone want to help me relapse?

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>>935864644
Oh I see, no worries.
>yeah? why?
The desire to submit and be taken by a man is just really cute anon. And arousing.
Yeah. Pink or white too.

>>935864928
but it all feels like, really emasculating...

>>935865039
And that can be very cute, anon.

>>935865303
but i should try to quit and get a gf and stuff instead of wanting this, shouldn't i?

>>935865434
Maybe? I can't tell you what to do or not do, anon.

>>935865736
literal perfection, i wish that was me <3

>>935866021
Mmm or maybe this.

>>935866323
cute outfit! i've never done stuff with guys irl though, i'm way too much of a pussy

what porn are we gooning too?
i wish kosmi was still good

>>935866504
Yea I understand that anon.
Have you ever played with your butt? Worn cute clothes, wore a chastity cage?

>>935866557
i guess it's pretty damning that the answer to all three of those is yes...
for anal i haven't ever used toys, just my fingers
i've "borrowed" a pair of panties once, and really loved the way they looked on my butt <3
as for chastity, this one time after days of just edging and not cumming i finally forced myself to order one, it didn't fit right though so i ditched it

>>935866840
>i guess it's pretty damning that the answer to all three of those is yes...
Good :3
>for anal i haven't ever used toys, just my fingers
Ohh I see. Don't have toys but you were too curious not to, mmm? Have you shaved that butt smooth too?
Aw shame that it didn't fit. You think you're gonna get a different one? Or lost interest?

>>935866968
>Good :3
:*
>Don't have toys but you were too curious not to, mmm?
yeah, it definitely gives you a completely different feeling when you cum
>Have you shaved that butt smooth too?
yeah, a few times
>Aw shame that it didn't fit
i knoww, i had mixed feelings about it though, like it also felt a little dumb
>You think you're gonna get a different one?
hmm, maybe. my pp is pretty wide though so i would struggle to find a right fit, and also it didn't really work how expected with it sliding off when it gets excited. on the one hand i kinda wish i had somebody to wear that kinda stuff for but on the other hand i'd be mortified with the thought of an irl person to know my secret

>>935867377
>yeah, it definitely gives you a completely different feeling when you cum
You've been working that lovely hole more than once then?
I bet you looked at it in the mirror when you did.
Probably you need to mix together both the cage and anal play. Possibly get a keyholder or someone to tease you.
Hmm, perhaps it is more trouble than it's worth then.

>>935867557
>You've been working that lovely hole more than once then?
maybe~
>I bet you looked at it in the mirror when you did.
i actually haven't, i usually do it in the shower while i play with myself
>Possibly get a keyholder or someone to tease you
omg i wish, that would be so perfect <3

>>935867779
Anon's a naughty boy with a hungry bumhole.
>i actually haven't, i usually do it in the shower while i play with myself
Oh I meant looked at your boybutt after you shaved, see?
Good luck finding one! Maybe you can find an anon in the right thread.

>>935868334
>Anon's a naughty boy
hehe
>Oh I meant looked at your boybutt after you shaved, see?
ohh my bad, i may have~
>Good luck finding one! Maybe you can find an anon in the right thread
i've kinda given up on that, back when i had a discord ppl i added were always super flaky and not willing to commit and be there for me, just looking for a quick fap

>>935868672
>ohh my bad, i may have~
Mmmm and did you like what you saw?
Ahh, yeah that's fair.

>>935868864
>did you like what you saw?
yeah, i just wish i was girlier but hormones scare me
gosh you've put me in such a lewd mood, i wish i had someone irl to toy with me like you do, and make me live out all my slutty fantasies

>>935869070
Mmm well, then the panties are always an option.
Glad to hear it anon. Someone to give you creampies and feed you your own cum.

>>935869495
>then the panties are always an option
i really should get some, i usually chicken out though
>Someone to give you creampies and feed you your own cum
:*

>>935869862
Just grab one size larger and you're golden, nonny.
Speaking of that, have you done that, anon? Tasted some?

>>935869964
>Just grab one size larger and you're golden, nonny
well it's not an issue of size, but mostly actually going through with it
>have you done that, anon? Tasted some?
once or twice, it can taste either nice or pretty bad

>>935870526
I know.
Mhmm. Tastes best if you haven't eaten meat, drank coffee or alcohol recently. Also if you eat some fruits beforehand.

>>935870686
so where do i go from here nonny?

>>935870977
Wear naughty lingerie under your clothes

>>935870977
I don't know anon. Sadly I need to go now. But maybe >>935871474 has a good idea.

>>935871474
hmm i'll keep it in mind if i get the courage
>>935871518
thank you for talking to me, it was fun

best thread. whats with the uk think in the OP

>>935871706
he's a britbong probably on hrt

>>935872239
it's f1nn