>>935925055 (OP)Simply put no. So essentially you're going to get 2 opinions in this thread, and to immediately help you filter out the helpful vs unhelpful advice, anyone who is your age or younger doesn't know shit about shit,and frankly when you try and wax fantastic about the meaning of life and happiness, it's kind of irritating with your almost zero amassed life experience.
Life is great at 21. You can still play pro sports, seek higher education, get a high profile job and your peers call you the wiz kid, you're still physically peaking, you're still neuroplastic so can learn new thing easier, you can't have traveled much, so have that to look forward to. The world is your fucking lobster.
Then you're in your 30s, you get a better idea of yourself, but that's when your metabolism slows, hair loss, suddenly your faggot body stores fat different like in your mid section, if you dont like your job or career path you maybe have your early thirties to change or boom your stuck cause you are now your resume. You go to bars and clubs and you're now one of the oldest people there. You go to bars and the cute 20 year old who is showing her pussy underneath her skirt, doesn't even look at you like you're sexually viable.
Then you're 40, who is that old cunt in the mirror looking at me? Why do i have hair in my ears and nose. When you do get checked out now it's by a 40 year old women,and their fucking assholes smell an hour after they shower. You fall playing volleyball or on a hike, and you now need knee or shoulder surgery.
I could go on, but you get the picture. You have experienced nothing in life, and therefore have no business being non plussed. Sounds like a life half lived, maybe get off the internet, and go outside, cause trust me it gets much worse in about 20 years.