In which I've been regrettably gay and stupid and now I feel like the rest of the day is ruined....... How do I go about being like this and not be a disgrace?

>>936000924 (OP)
Accept yourself for what you are.
Stop caring so much what others think of You.

Your fortune: （　´_ゝ`）ﾌｰﾝ

>>936001050
Well, I'm not literally gay, not full blown at least, but I feel like a fag, and again, just dumb. I didn't mean so much in that ragard, or making myself seem gay before people, moreso just acting like a clown in a way that feels like to debase myself, leaving me with nothing but seeing myself as a retard. Maybe I'm taking things too seriously.

>>936000924 (OP)

>>936000924 (OP)

>>936002431
Accept yourself for who you are.
Stop caring so much what others think of You, and try to earn your own respect through accomplishment and skill.
Make yourself into someone worthy of self respect, or, again, try to accept yourself as you are if you don't want to change.
Stop trying to gain pity from others, and more importantly stop putting yourself down with the namecalling. That's a bad habit. You're sabotaging yourself by doing that.
Instead try to see reasons to complement yourself, and reasons to smile.