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Anonymous No.936089305 >>936091377 >>936092000
I wish my friends cared more about me, they care a little but still, I’m never the first, only very very rarely do they pay me a beer and I pay for a round of beer sometimes and sometimes when it’s only two getting a drink I’ll pay, in pictures I only appear in group photos and most of the time I’m in the back barely visible, you know I just wish they just cared about me a lil more, I wish they really liked me instead of just kinda liking me
I know I’m just bitchin but still I want to get it out somewhere and I know you guys will call me a bitch to put me back in my place cause it’s true, I’m just being a little bitch
Anonymous No.936089834
A day doesn’t pass without me thinking of shooting myself, I never do it but I’d like a day where I’m just happy
Anonymous No.936091140 >>936091428
Who's in the mood for something thrilling tonight? emaquiie
Anonymous No.936091377 >>936091585
>>936089305 (OP)
Sounds like you need new friends or maybe a romantic partner.
Anonymous No.936091428 >>936092426
>>936091140
I’m not emaquiie, sorry brotein shake
Anonymous No.936091585 >>936094681
>>936091377
No can do, lost my social skills so no new friends and I’m kinda meh in general to get a gf or at least a very cute feminine boy, I’m just a nothingburguer kinda weird guy, no dreams or aspirations, seen uglier, seen way more beautiful, a nothing guy
Anonymous No.936092000
>>936089305 (OP)
Was this written by Guldo or something?
Anonymous No.936092426
>>936091428
Oh it was a bot
Anonymous No.936093011
Most of this tread is just me, it’s kinda sad to be honest.
I really should get professional help but at the same time I know most of those people are crooks and I don’t want to get conned, I really have so weird trust issues, I was a kind boy in my early life and I got taken advantage off.
My brain has blocked almost everything from my school and highschool years,yet sometimes I’m given glimpses and my mental pain is horrific, I’ll remeber and I’ll need to drink and hurt myself to take my mind off it, it just makes me want to curl up into a ball
I really would like to start over with the memories I have today or just the knowledge so I could have a normal life just less retarded, I really love my parents and grandparents so I want it to stay somehat the same so no memories of the future kinda
Anonymous No.936094681
>>936091585
that's me, as well. i hate being alive.